Ten Little Aliens Page 21
‘I imagine it’s more likely the reverse would occur,’ said the Doctor, using the tool to expose the webset’s circuitry. ‘We would have to concentrate a great deal to receive any signal from the network thus created.’
‘We have the wrist-comms, too, ‘Haunt said. ‘It’s better than nothing.’
The Doctor looked up at her. ‘My dear woman, it’s a most excellent idea. A masterstroke, one might say, yes.’
‘Have we got enough of them?’ asked Tovel, a new urgency in his voice. ‘For everyone, I mean.’
‘There’s Lindey’s and Shel’s spare,’ said Shade. ‘That’s two of you covered.’
‘Joiks’s must’ve been destroyed when the constructs killed him,’ said Creben.
‘I took his backpack, remember? Might it have been in there?’ Ben ran off to look for it. ‘I dumped it round here somewhere…’
Polly bit her lip and crossed her fingers.
‘Could always give him Frog’s,’ said Shade.
Haunt shook her head. ‘She’s helpless. Completely vulnerable. I won’t leave her alone. She can be our eyes here.’
Ben jogged back over into the circle of light, a forlorn expression on his face. Polly’s face started to crumple in dismay when he produced the webset from behind his back.
‘Gotcha!’
The Doctor looked up from his inspection and beamed at him. ‘Well, I believe I can make the necessary conversions to everyone’s equipment. It’s a fairly simple procedure.’
‘Good.’ Haunt looked relieved, actually smiled at him with some warmth. ‘So get on with it. We don’t have long.’
The Doctor gave her a hard stare. Then he returned to his work.
Ben winked at Polly. ‘So, I’ll be able to see the world through your eyes! A rough dog like me always wondered what it would be like to be a pampered puss.’
She pulled a face, trying to jolly herself up. ‘I’m not sure I want to be inside your head, Ben Jackson...’
Shade came and stood beside her. ‘It’ll be like each of us is in eight places at once. A proper, organised force.’ He smiled.
He had quite a nice smile, Polly thought.
As the Doctor worked, Haunt called a council of war for her squad. Polly and Ben listened in. Despite the dark, the idiot insects and the urgency of the situation, Polly felt the general atmosphere had taken an upturn. They had something to do.
A path forward.
She forced herself to concentrate on Haunt, and told herself she didn’t believe in omens when the monitor screens, still glowing with their alien symbol, flickered and went dead.
IV
‘The adjustments have been made,’ the Doctor assured his little audience. ‘As I said before, the webset is essentially quite a straightforward apparatus. Its processors read and preserve certain information transmitted through the brain.
You see, fibres in our skulls transmit light - projecting the images of objects - from the retina along the optic nerves, into the cranial cavity and through the dura mater until they cross at the optic chiasma. As our brains interpret this optical data it triggers an emotional response, which is also read by the webset...’
Polly slowly lost his thread. She was never one for technical explanations. As long as something worked, what did it matter how it worked?
Everyone had gathered solemnly around Frog’s force mattress, in the glare of the lantern, their websets in place.
Polly couldn’t help smiling at how the Doctor looked with the little headband stretched over his high forehead. Frog, on the other hand, looked terrifying. She lay there muttering to herself in a world of her own, a dreamy smile on her face as she listened to the stream of words she was making all by herself. Now her forehead had swollen up the webset barely fitted across it.
The Doctor finished his explanation. No one looked much the wiser.
‘Ain’t never used one of these before,’ Ben said with a nervous glance at Polly.
‘Neither have we, in this way,’ said Tovel.
Ben rolled up his eyes like he could see his webset. ‘I feel like a real Nelly in this thing. What do we do?’
‘Close your eyes. Try to clear your mind,’ Haunt instructed, closing her dark eyes. ‘Feel your way into the signals.’
Polly shut her own eyes, tried to get into the swing of it.
But the stuff Haunt was saying only reminded her of an idiot she’d met once at a party at Kensington Roof Gardens. He’d told her that acid was the ultimate trip, waving a piece of blotting paper in her face with just such facile advice.
It couldn’t work, she felt too stupid, couldn’t relax in this atmosphere, so many strangers. But even as she was trying to stop thinking of the man she heard Ben beside her give a soft chuckle.
‘Who’s that bloke I see you with, Duchess? What’s he waving at you?’
Polly’s eyes snapped open. She stared at him. ‘You can see my memories?’
‘Whoah!’ Ben shouted. ‘That’s me! You’re coming through loud and clear!’ He opened his eyes. ‘This is amazing. If I shut my eyes, I can see meself.’ He did so, and ran his fingers through his short fair hair as if combing it in front of a mirror. Polly looked away, annoyed with herself for not being able to use the webset properly.
‘Think of the person whose eyes you want to see through,’
Haunt told her, her voice surprisingly tender. Was Haunt in her head too?
Polly closed her eyes and saw a bleary image of herself, from half a dozen perspectives. There was a noise like static in her head. Hushed voices. They must be thoughts. Some of them must be Ben’s, so she thought of him as hard as she could. It was amazing; the other voices grew quieter, and his rose in volume through the static. She couldn’t get precise wordings, but the impression of his feelings was clear enough: he was simply excited. She smiled. Ben even thought in a cockney accent.
She winced in a wave of dizziness. She was finding it hard to mix sound and vision. Vision was much stronger.
‘It should grow easier with time,’ she heard the Doctor say in her ear, ‘as you grow used to it.’
She nodded, and tried to think of him. To see what he was seeing.
It was like she’d touched a naked flame -
For a single violent second it felt (terror) to her that her flesh had aged a thousand years. We are ( we will not waste a second of our life) still young, vital, but trapped inside this awful, ancient (frustration) corpse of a body -
Then inexplicably, a picture - an old, strange-looking bicycle, a penny-farthing or something - resolved itself from the chaos in her mind. And she heard the Doctor chuckle as the image faded, though this time he spoke in her head. It felt like he’d poked her brain with a stick.
‘No. No, Polly my dear, you may not eavesdrop on me, I’m afraid.’
Polly opened her eyes. She felt confused and sick. She had to fight the urge to rip the webset off and hurl it away.
‘It’s all right, Polly,’ said Shade. He put a hand on her shoulder and smiled. ‘It will get easier.’
‘I can’t seem to get you, Doctor,’ Ben said.
The Doctor smiled knowingly and shook his head. Polly shivered. I don’t get you either, she thought quietly.
‘It’s possible to block your mind to others,’ said Haunt, with a glare at him. ‘But the whole point is that we can all check on where we are. It’s in all our interests to be as open as possible.’
‘Of course, I agree with you.’ The Doctor didn’t seem fazed by her evil eye. ‘But I dare say we all have our secrets.’
‘Well, in any case, we can’t delay,’ Haunt said, rising. ‘So listen to me. All of you.’
‘You know what we have to do.’
Chapter Fourteen
Spider’s Web
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1
Haunt
‘All right listen,’ we say. Best bullying tone, it comes unbidden when we open our mouth. Like we’re back in the field. Going in, taking the fight to the enemy. It’s a good feeling.
Or it always used to be. Now we feel just a little sick as the adrenaline pumps round us.
The unit is scared. None of these people want to go back out there but they know what’ll happen if they don’t. It’s all or nothing now. A shot at life, or certain death.
The hole in our side is killing us. Or more accurately, it was. Now it just hurts like hell.
‘Doctor, your party doesn’t have communicators, so you’ll just have to pair up with those who do. Doctor, with me. Ben, you go with Tovel.’ We look at Tovel, at the filthy Schirr carcass he’s becoming. ‘And watch him.’
‘I’ll watch out for him, if that’s what you mean,’ the boy says, fiercely loyal but hopelessly naive. Once, he might’ve made a good soldier.
‘Shade, take the girl.’
We can feel Shade respond to this, strongly so. The girl’s less sure. We keep out of all that. Keep distance. Concentrate on what needs to be done.
‘We’ll go out together to what’s left of the bullring. From there we’ll fan out, looking for the symbol you saw before.’ We concentrate, bring it shining into our minds. There’s a wave of fear, apprehension. Seems the neural web is holding together well. But we can’t afford to get cocky.
‘One of us should be able to find our way back to the carving,’ we say.
‘And if we don’t have the tools?’ asks Creben. Practical as ever.
‘I’ll have them.’ We smile. ‘And I’ll come running, believe me.’
They keep watching us, like we’re going to give them some miracle to get out of this. We wonder if the troops we left behind to the Schirr on New Jersey looked at us in that way.
Looked up at the missile incoming and understood that miracles only come at a cost.
Do we have to physically herd them out there into the darkness like sheep?
‘Move out,’ we bellow.
To continue in Haunt’s viewpoint, select section 9 on page 209
To switch to Tovel’s viewpoint, select section 4 on page 200
To switch to Polly’s viewpoint, select section 6 on page 203
To switch to Shade’s viewpoint, select section 21 on page 231
To switch to Ben’s viewpoint, select section 25 on page 239
2
Creben
We’re sick of this labyrinth. Of having to choose the turnings.
When we scouted this area with Lindey we were working to a pattern of course. But since the cave-in, it’s hopeless to compare our position. We trust to blind luck and...
Well, well. We’ve found the very spot.
The symbol glares out at us, a square stone eye unwinking in our torchlight.
‘Creben. You’ve found it.’
The Doctor’s voice sounds over the wrist-comm. We’re surprised. We did not detect his presence here in the network.
‘It appears to be carved in solid stone,’ we tell him, and anyone else who’s listening in.
‘I know. I am sharing your sight, Creben.’ He laughs without a good deal of humour. ‘I do hope you don’t begrudge me.’
‘Well it’s here, as you can see. But there’s no sign of any machinery nearby.’
‘Run your fingers over the rune,’ the Doctor says.
‘You think it’s touch-activated?’ We trace the eye’s outline.
‘Sorry. Nothing. No life here.’
‘Wait.’ The Doctor sounds suddenly urgent. ‘Look behind you.’
We turn. There’s a bare wall facing us. Weed hangs down from the ceiling, a thick coverlet.
‘Move that aside,’ the Doctor says impatiently. We do so.
There’s another eye carved in the stone, looking back at us
‘Move aside, boy,’ the Doctor roars, in our head this time, not through the wrist-comm.
We do as he says, scowling. The two eyes look across at each other. They start to glow. The light gets stronger, blazing hotter until a red haze stretches between the two symbols.
Then a complex schematic resolves itself in the air before us, its lines and vortices a deep crimson.
‘Seems the tools will be unnecessary,’ we say.
‘Quite so, Creben.’ The Doctor pauses. ‘Your fingers are all we shall require. Reach out. Touch the schematic.’
We do so, gingerly. Our fingers press against the blood-red lines. The fingertips tingle. The floating lines feel solid, like wires.
The Doctor chuckles again. ‘Quite a feeling is it not? You can grasp and connect these ethereal filaments as though they were real. And so repair the systems.’
‘Please, Doctor. I must concentrate.’ He senses how uncomfortable we are at his presence. Retreats.
When he speaks again it is through the wrist-comm.
‘Tovel’s had some experience of the way these Schirr circuits work. Let us seek his help. Then the two of us can advise you.’
We study the schematics, brooding. We have never much appreciated the advice of others.
There’s only silence as we wait. Then, stealthy footsteps.
The sound of something coming.
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3
Frog
What you looking at? Ain’t nothing going on. Except kilo on kilo of fresh Schirr meat on our bones. So unfair. You know we only joined the military to lose some weight? That and to get away from home. Maybe find a home. While we still had half a face.
Wonder how much of it we got left now.
Don’t wanna think. Just gonna lie here and talk aloud. It’s a good voice we got now. Sexy, you know? Swear we’re turning ourself on here, even saying prayers. Just lying real still, praying.
I’m gonna go on feeling sorry for myself, you know. You should go somewhere less dull.
Haunt’s found something you might find kinda interesting.
Switch to Haunt’s viewpoint. Select section 5 on page 202
4
Tovel
Step after step on pins and needles down the tunnel. We can’t stop looking at our hands. Knew a pilot in the volunteers who lost his hands once. Not from any war.
Accident. All he could say was, ‘I’ll never fly again. I’ll never fly anything ever again.’ We felt so sorry for him. We knew what it would be like if it happened to us. Not just to lose a part of us, but the part that made us what we were.
Now we look at our hands and we keep telling ourself, ‘I’ll never fly again.’ Not through pity. Because we’re scared if we take us some ship up out into the skies it’s gonna be Schirr.
A Schirr ship. And the Schirr’ll be our best buddies and we’ll take them wherever they want to go.
‘You all right, mate?’ Ben says quietly. He keeps looking at us. Thinks we don’t see him doing it. Thinks we can’t feel him sneaking inside to check this miserable tunnel looks the same through our eyes. Bill we don’t blame him. He’s only scared, like we are.
‘Tovel?’ Ben prompts us
‘I’m a good pilot. Did you hear Haunt say that?’
‘Yeah, course.’
We shake our head. ‘“Turn this thing around,” she said. Do you remember back in the control room? “Turn this thing around before...” She never finished. ‘We stop for a second.
We don’t quite know how to cry with our face the way it is.
And I couldn’t finish it for her either.’
Ben’s silent for a few moments. Then he says: ‘It ain’t over yet.’ He sounds optimistic.
We listen to him a
nd we want to believe it. But it feels like a part of us is just drifting away. Watching the changes happen from somewhere far away. Cut off with no way to get back.
And then we can’t walk any more. Our legs won’t respond.
We stare at them. Ben calls our name but we barely recognise it. We start to beat our legs with the hands that aren’t our own. We shout at them.
But we shut up when Ben starts yelling in our head. He’s telling everyone we’ve fallen. That we can’t go on any more, and he doesn’t know what he should do. We hear other voices but they’re vague, quiet.
It’s so dark. No sign even of that stupid weed. Pitch dark.
We’re shouting to Ben. Shouting that we’re all right. That we’ll be all right in just a few moments. That we’ll beat this thing.
We feel his hand on ours. He squeezes our wrist. We know, even by that simple touch, he understands. Strangers, practically, us and him. But we feel like we might be something more now.
He’s leaving. Maybe he’s just scouting ahead. We shout again, but he won’t answer back. We can hear his footsteps as he backs away and rounds some unseen corner.
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5
Haunt
‘Doctor, wait. Someone’s up ahead.’
They’re propped up in the shadows. The fleas look like they’re feasting on them, whoever they are.
‘It’s Roba,’ declares the Doctor.
We see he’s right. Sort of. This twitching thing used to be Roba. His dark skin is mottling, felling away to the shiny new flesh of a Schirr. His head looks like someone’s pumped it up. His features, still focussed in the centre, form a scabby little continent in the waste of a dark sea.